Depressing Boy

You know guys, I'm not feeling alright within these past weeks ntil now. It is because I'm problematic of the things that I think I can't do or make. I' not so sure about my feelings now whether I'm going to be happy or to be sad. Very complicated mind(awtz...). It's kinda emotional feelings that I was felt. I think also why I am so very emotional sometimes and depressed beacause I am pressured and I started to be more silent as you all observed(except from those people who don't yet know me). But I'm still fighting for my sad and weak emotions that I had in myself. I hope I can fight these "courney feelings" in myself.