MY GREATEST PHOBIA(CLUELESS YET ANSWERABLE)

Guyz, all people encountered, suffered all kinds, types of phobia. In my personal experience, I had also encountered many phobia like phobia from wild animals, insects and others. But there is only one thing that I 'm afraid about.... Iti is a phobia in which I was recently discover and evaluated by the person who said to me what could be that circumstances(for me, it is my greatest phobia) if I even watch or hear that kind of stuff that I was mentioned already. But I believe, even how dangerous or how strange is it but there is one thing that I want to say, it is Him whom made me realized to become a stronger person and I don't want make any contradiction about it. Read it and analyze to what is it that I wanted to emphasize to you guyz...comment me if you have a clue...thank you guyz...

One of my Favorite Song

This lyrics "Deep Inside of You" by third eye blind is one of my finest and favorite band in my life. I relate the lyrics of this kind of song in my life. I hope you like it!!!!


"Deep Inside of You" by Third Eye Blind

When we met light was shed
Thoughts free flow you said youve got something
Deep inside of you
A wind chime voice sound sway of your hips round rings true
Echos deep inside of you
These secret garden beams changed my life so it seems
Fall breeze blows outside I dont bring stride
My thoughts are warm and they go deep inside of you
Oh yeah
And I never felt alone
Alright alone alone
Till I met you
Friends say Ive changed
I dont listen cause I live to be
Deep inside of you
Slide of her dress shouts in darkness
Im so alive im
Deep inside of you
You said boy make girl feel good
But still deep inside still
Ive never felt alone
Till I met you
Im alright on my own
Till I met you
And Id know what to do if I just knew whats coming
I would change myself if I could
Id walk with my own people if I could find them
And I would say that Im sorry to you
Im sorry to you but I dont want to call you
But then I want to call you cause I dont want to crush you
But I feel like crushing you and its true
I took for granted you were with me
I breath by your looks and you look right through me
But we were broken and didnt know it
But we were broken and didnt know it
But we were broken and didnt know it
But we were broken and didnt know it
Right oh whats right
Somethings gone you withdraw and Im not strong like before I was
Deep inside of you
I can go nowhere I burn candles and stare at a ghost
Deep inside of you
And some great need in me starts to bled
Ive lost my self theres nothing left its all gone
Deep inside of you
Deep inside of you

Depressing Boy

You know guys, I'm not feeling alright within these past weeks ntil now. It is because I'm problematic of the things that I think I can't do or make. I' not so sure about my feelings now whether I'm going to be happy or to be sad. Very complicated mind(awtz...). It's kinda emotional feelings that I was felt. I think also why I am so very emotional sometimes and depressed beacause I am pressured and I started to be more silent as you all observed(except from those people who don't yet know me). But I'm still fighting for my sad and weak emotions that I had in myself. I hope I can fight these "courney feelings" in myself.